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1 0:00:06,570 --> 0:00:09,420 this Thumbs United i'm doing this 2 0:00:09,420 --> 0:00:12,030 stream again because i failed last time 3 0:00:13,860 --> 0:00:15,420 the music was too loud i tried 4 0:00:15,420 --> 0:00:16,680 to edit it down around i couldn't 5 0:00:16,680 --> 0:00:18,480 edit duh so we're going to do 6 0:00:18,480 --> 0:00:24,240 the quick up quick uptake again no 7 0:00:24,240 --> 0:00:27,842 big deal i have time i guess 8 0:00:27,842 --> 0:00:32,520 that was practice so the first thing 9 0:00:33,180 --> 0:00:35,340 update i've been talking about for the 10 0:00:35,340 --> 0:00:39,720 past three years stuff about my health 11 0:00:40,500 --> 0:00:43,290 i had covered i was like i'm 12 0:00:43,290 --> 0:00:46,710 uncovered hipster i had covered before kobe 13 0:00:46,740 --> 0:00:48,630 was like popular i got it in 14 0:00:48,630 --> 0:00:51,270 january of twenty twenty they didn't really 15 0:00:51,270 --> 0:00:55,740 tell us that covert was around until 16 0:00:55,740 --> 0:00:58,410 like march of twenty twenty and that's 17 0:00:58,410 --> 0:00:59,880 when they started doing the lockdowns and 18 0:00:59,880 --> 0:01:06,210 everything i've heard reports coming out of 19 0:01:06,210 --> 0:01:10,350 china that that covered was spreading around 20 0:01:10,680 --> 0:01:17,100 around like october of twenty nineteen i 21 0:01:17,100 --> 0:01:19,680 remember there was a story about ah 22 0:01:19,710 --> 0:01:22,290 this ophthalmologist who was saying hey there's 23 0:01:22,290 --> 0:01:27,600 some kind of you know disease that's 24 0:01:27,600 --> 0:01:33,990 spreading respiratory disease and the chinese officials 25 0:01:34,020 --> 0:01:34,950 they are like what are you trying 26 0:01:34,950 --> 0:01:37,896 to do china like spread panic and 27 0:01:37,950 --> 0:01:41,280 so they actually arrested him and ophthalmologist 28 0:01:42,300 --> 0:01:44,130 who you know was right on the 29 0:01:44,130 --> 0:01:47,580 money he actually died in prison of 30 0:01:47,580 --> 0:01:50,760 coven nineteen and so he covered spin 31 0:01:50,760 --> 0:01:52,380 around a lot longer than they said 32 0:01:53,040 --> 0:01:56,280 but i got covert and i opened 33 0:01:56,310 --> 0:01:59,640 twenty twenty twenty and it's just been 34 0:01:59,670 --> 0:02:03,150 difficult ever since my one doctor says 35 0:02:03,180 --> 0:02:04,920 i probably would have now as long 36 0:02:04,950 --> 0:02:07,050 covert because i've been having like all 37 0:02:07,050 --> 0:02:09,480 these symptoms and no one's been able 38 0:02:09,480 --> 0:02:13,170 to you know really pin down what's 39 0:02:13,410 --> 0:02:16,290 going on and so one of the 40 0:02:16,590 --> 0:02:20,040 kinda grosses tm i but one of 41 0:02:20,040 --> 0:02:24,870 the one of my issues is my 42 0:02:24,870 --> 0:02:27,390 g i track and so like i'm 43 0:02:27,390 --> 0:02:30,720 not able to essentially go you know 44 0:02:30,720 --> 0:02:37,140 number two and so from twenty so 45 0:02:37,140 --> 0:02:40,020 from twenty twenty to really twenty twenty 46 0:02:40,020 --> 0:02:43,650 three it's been extremely difficult you know 47 0:02:43,680 --> 0:02:45,120 to go to the restroom and then 48 0:02:46,530 --> 0:02:47,961 i kind of knew early on and 49 0:02:47,961 --> 0:02:49,230 like twenty twenty one that i needed 50 0:02:49,230 --> 0:02:54,660 it gastro and technologist but my provider 51 0:02:54,662 --> 0:02:57,330 didn't think so and then i went 52 0:02:57,390 --> 0:02:58,680 had to go to urgent care because 53 0:02:58,680 --> 0:03:00,360 i kept getting really sick after i 54 0:03:00,390 --> 0:03:03,570 ate it and originally i thought it 55 0:03:03,570 --> 0:03:06,360 was like nightshades so plants like potatoes 56 0:03:06,360 --> 0:03:08,370 tomatoes and all that stuff because i 57 0:03:08,370 --> 0:03:10,320 noticed that's when i would get really 58 0:03:10,320 --> 0:03:12,330 sick is when i eat though it 59 0:03:12,330 --> 0:03:15,870 was within it ended up that it 60 0:03:15,870 --> 0:03:17,400 was pretty much any food i ate 61 0:03:18,060 --> 0:03:19,560 anytime i went to take just thing 62 0:03:19,560 --> 0:03:21,270 i i got really sick i would 63 0:03:21,270 --> 0:03:25,020 break out in hives um and things 64 0:03:25,050 --> 0:03:30,030 like that so then after going to 65 0:03:30,060 --> 0:03:31,320 urgent care a couple of times and 66 0:03:31,320 --> 0:03:34,200 they gave me antibiotics and it helped 67 0:03:34,560 --> 0:03:36,660 but it was only temporary it will 68 0:03:36,660 --> 0:03:38,190 make help and i'd be okay for 69 0:03:38,190 --> 0:03:40,860 maybe a month or two due to 70 0:03:40,860 --> 0:03:44,280 do and then i i get sick 71 0:03:44,280 --> 0:03:55,980 every time a so finally yeah so 72 0:03:55,980 --> 0:04:00,810 then the doc okay you're having issues 73 0:04:01,140 --> 0:04:03,240 and so i was eating i had 74 0:04:03,240 --> 0:04:05,190 to do a food journal so i 75 0:04:05,190 --> 0:04:07,140 was eating about nine hundred calories a 76 0:04:07,140 --> 0:04:13,590 day and as extremely cold i was 77 0:04:13,590 --> 0:04:15,180 like nixon radio a lot of heat 78 0:04:15,510 --> 0:04:17,160 but then i was also gaining weight 79 0:04:17,880 --> 0:04:19,710 while eating less you know one or 80 0:04:19,710 --> 0:04:21,270 two meals a day so it kind 81 0:04:21,270 --> 0:04:23,880 of didn't make sense so then i 82 0:04:23,880 --> 0:04:26,070 went so then they're like okay we're 83 0:04:26,070 --> 0:04:28,620 gonna give you an ultrasound so this 84 0:04:28,620 --> 0:04:31,320 was twenty twenty two i go oh 85 0:04:31,410 --> 0:04:33,060 i get the ultra sound i'm like 86 0:04:33,060 --> 0:04:37,530 a huge amount of pain and like 87 0:04:37,530 --> 0:04:41,160 we can't say anything the ultrasonic was 88 0:04:41,160 --> 0:04:44,340 like you're so what happened was in 89 0:04:44,340 --> 0:04:46,860 my abdomen where the pain was it 90 0:04:46,860 --> 0:04:48,900 was like this layer of air and 91 0:04:48,900 --> 0:04:53,760 so the right jabal the ultrasound can't 92 0:04:53,760 --> 0:04:55,740 see few air and so i joked 93 0:04:55,740 --> 0:04:56,880 and i was like so you're telling 94 0:04:56,910 --> 0:04:59,220 me i'm like big hero six i'm 95 0:04:59,220 --> 0:05:02,460 just a balloon enemy and we couldn't 96 0:05:02,460 --> 0:05:03,600 figure out what was in there so 97 0:05:03,600 --> 0:05:05,370 they couldn't see i supposed to be 98 0:05:05,370 --> 0:05:07,050 looking at my liver they found part 99 0:05:07,050 --> 0:05:10,500 of my gallbladder and they said i 100 0:05:10,500 --> 0:05:14,640 had like gallbladder sludge and everything and 101 0:05:14,970 --> 0:05:16,110 so i kind of assumed for a 102 0:05:16,110 --> 0:05:18,480 while that oh i'm having gallbladder issues 103 0:05:19,020 --> 0:05:20,730 so i modified my diet to like 104 0:05:20,730 --> 0:05:23,130 eat things that were like healthy for 105 0:05:24,060 --> 0:05:26,730 liver and gallbladder but then i kept 106 0:05:26,730 --> 0:05:28,920 getting sick and so i got a 107 0:05:28,950 --> 0:05:32,130 seat t scan and the cta scan 108 0:05:32,130 --> 0:05:34,380 found that i had that there was 109 0:05:34,380 --> 0:05:37,290 something didn't they didn't find what was 110 0:05:37,290 --> 0:05:40,230 blocking my intestines but they could see 111 0:05:40,230 --> 0:05:42,570 that they were backed up and that 112 0:05:42,570 --> 0:05:44,310 was a real ordeal because i didn't 113 0:05:44,310 --> 0:05:47,130 drink that stuff called contrast and it 114 0:05:47,130 --> 0:05:49,074 makes it so it can you know 115 0:05:49,116 --> 0:05:53,670 increases the contrast of the image from 116 0:05:53,670 --> 0:05:56,520 the c t scan the cd sounds 117 0:05:56,520 --> 0:05:57,900 like it's just the donut you go 118 0:05:57,930 --> 0:06:00,240 through it takes like three seconds for 119 0:06:00,240 --> 0:06:04,200 it to scan you and so that 120 0:06:04,770 --> 0:06:08,220 happened maybe we'll see like hey this 121 0:06:08,220 --> 0:06:11,340 guy actually is having issues you know 122 0:06:11,340 --> 0:06:12,660 it's not something that's going to be 123 0:06:12,660 --> 0:06:15,810 fixed by eating more prunes and so 124 0:06:15,810 --> 0:06:17,070 i was i was trying that i 125 0:06:17,070 --> 0:06:21,240 was doing prunes apricots they had me 126 0:06:21,240 --> 0:06:31,170 doing mega toxic having doing all i 127 0:06:31,170 --> 0:06:32,580 can think of as magnesium for that 128 0:06:33,630 --> 0:06:36,227 meh relax when doing mere lax and 129 0:06:36,227 --> 0:06:39,720 an increasing fibre with metamucil know that 130 0:06:39,720 --> 0:06:44,130 worked and if i don't recommend if 131 0:06:44,130 --> 0:06:45,900 you're having like the amount of pain 132 0:06:45,900 --> 0:06:50,220 and difficulties that i was having this 133 0:06:50,220 --> 0:06:52,230 but if you're like having normal constipation 134 0:06:52,470 --> 0:06:55,590 like a normal human being what you 135 0:06:55,590 --> 0:06:58,560 can do is yeah you can drink 136 0:06:58,590 --> 0:07:00,600 you know prunes that you can eat 137 0:07:00,600 --> 0:07:03,060 prunes and apricot and that will work 138 0:07:03,060 --> 0:07:05,100 normally but if you need to like 139 0:07:05,100 --> 0:07:06,870 supercharge it like you do is you 140 0:07:06,870 --> 0:07:10,620 actually soak the prunes or apricot in 141 0:07:12,330 --> 0:07:14,340 they're dry prunes and dry apricot you 142 0:07:14,340 --> 0:07:16,590 soak them in water and like a 143 0:07:16,590 --> 0:07:18,750 cup full of water for like a 144 0:07:18,750 --> 0:07:21,750 half hour or forty minutes and then 145 0:07:21,750 --> 0:07:23,670 you eat the bruins and then you 146 0:07:23,700 --> 0:07:25,920 drink the water so you might say 147 0:07:25,920 --> 0:07:27,720 well why don't you just eat apricot 148 0:07:27,750 --> 0:07:29,790 you know not dried and i don't 149 0:07:29,790 --> 0:07:31,950 know but i don't know but doing 150 0:07:31,950 --> 0:07:34,710 it this this way it like supercharges 151 0:07:34,710 --> 0:07:36,870 it so it's even better at helping 152 0:07:36,870 --> 0:07:40,950 you have a bowel movement like that 153 0:07:42,090 --> 0:07:44,790 but that didn't even work so then 154 0:07:45,180 --> 0:07:48,030 i went to so we had the 155 0:07:48,030 --> 0:07:50,100 ctf can didn't know what it was 156 0:07:50,640 --> 0:07:51,870 and so then they were like okay 157 0:07:51,870 --> 0:07:54,510 you actually need the gastroenterologist so i 158 0:07:54,510 --> 0:07:57,060 got him got him and twenty twenty 159 0:07:57,060 --> 0:08:02,490 three and we do minutes read me 160 0:08:02,580 --> 0:08:05,970 i get a colonoscopy and the guy 161 0:08:05,970 --> 0:08:08,730 was like it's kind of like those 162 0:08:08,730 --> 0:08:13,110 memes like jesus means words like you 163 0:08:13,110 --> 0:08:15,269 are my most imprisoned is like why 164 0:08:15,270 --> 0:08:17,610 do you make my bed so comfortable 165 0:08:17,610 --> 0:08:19,350 and cute simply because you are my 166 0:08:19,350 --> 0:08:22,710 sleepy ist child but no so i 167 0:08:22,710 --> 0:08:27,900 get the the colonoscopy and as like 168 0:08:27,900 --> 0:08:29,700 so what was it was a blockage 169 0:08:29,700 --> 0:08:31,590 or what so ended up he was 170 0:08:31,590 --> 0:08:33,390 like your the most it was the 171 0:08:33,390 --> 0:08:36,810 most difficult longest colonoscopy and they weren't 172 0:08:36,810 --> 0:08:40,320 able to see everything he said so 173 0:08:40,320 --> 0:08:41,910 they could only see partial but they 174 0:08:42,360 --> 0:08:43,590 could see that there was a lot 175 0:08:43,590 --> 0:08:48,300 of blockages oh two then for a 176 0:08:48,300 --> 0:08:51,810 year now well this march i will 177 0:08:52,080 --> 0:08:55,620 be for a year i will have 178 0:08:55,620 --> 0:08:58,560 been on lenses and so i thought 179 0:08:58,620 --> 0:09:01,470 obsess was like great like this miracle 180 0:09:01,470 --> 0:09:03,240 drug and i thought it was like 181 0:09:03,240 --> 0:09:04,860 fixing things but it turns out it 182 0:09:04,860 --> 0:09:07,440 was just kind of masking things so 183 0:09:07,440 --> 0:09:10,050 so for whatever reason it's difficult for 184 0:09:11,220 --> 0:09:13,860 my pharmacy to get it it's not 185 0:09:13,860 --> 0:09:15,630 like a rare drug or something they 186 0:09:15,630 --> 0:09:17,340 just don't usually have it in stock 187 0:09:19,110 --> 0:09:23,340 and so what i've noticed is so 188 0:09:23,340 --> 0:09:24,750 i'll run out and it will be 189 0:09:24,750 --> 0:09:27,211 like two weeks for them to get 190 0:09:27,211 --> 0:09:29,430 it back in stock lot times because 191 0:09:29,430 --> 0:09:31,140 they forget that they're supposed to stock 192 0:09:31,140 --> 0:09:34,740 it and everything so then um i've 193 0:09:34,740 --> 0:09:36,930 noticed that when i stopped taking lenses 194 0:09:37,590 --> 0:09:39,120 and then i start taking it again 195 0:09:39,120 --> 0:09:40,770 it doesn't work as well the second 196 0:09:40,770 --> 0:09:42,990 time so i thought it was fantastic 197 0:09:43,020 --> 0:09:45,270 work great when i was first on 198 0:09:45,270 --> 0:09:47,430 it and there was about a two 199 0:09:47,430 --> 0:09:50,220 week break and then didn't work so 200 0:09:50,220 --> 0:09:52,680 after that so that happened another two 201 0:09:52,680 --> 0:09:55,320 times and i kind of looked up 202 0:09:55,320 --> 0:09:57,300 the stuff so it turns out that 203 0:09:57,390 --> 0:09:59,970 the lenses is kinda like a pain 204 0:09:59,970 --> 0:10:03,900 reliever that's specifically for your intestines and 205 0:10:03,900 --> 0:10:08,190 it helps my ah testing is kind 206 0:10:08,190 --> 0:10:10,620 of like go back to normal by 207 0:10:11,070 --> 0:10:13,650 relieving the pain so that they're not 208 0:10:13,650 --> 0:10:16,050 just you know seized up they can 209 0:10:16,050 --> 0:10:18,180 actually do the contractions that they're supposed 210 0:10:18,180 --> 0:10:22,290 to do yeah and instead of essentially 211 0:10:22,290 --> 0:10:27,000 being you know locked completely closed that's 212 0:10:27,000 --> 0:10:30,360 really just a fan fast it's really 213 0:10:30,360 --> 0:10:32,370 just like a really fancy pain reliever 214 0:10:35,250 --> 0:10:37,290 wow so i've been getting really sick 215 0:10:38,070 --> 0:10:43,230 and so i've been traveling also i 216 0:10:43,230 --> 0:10:47,670 was going to california out because i'm 217 0:10:47,670 --> 0:10:50,460 scanning my family's negatives to to give 218 0:10:50,460 --> 0:10:51,450 to the rest of the family and 219 0:10:51,450 --> 0:10:55,020 everything so i'm scanning all these albums 220 0:10:55,020 --> 0:10:56,820 and everything which isn't a whole nother 221 0:10:56,820 --> 0:11:00,930 story and so each time i do 222 0:11:00,930 --> 0:11:02,950 it there's like you know two thousand 223 0:11:03,960 --> 0:11:05,670 i think i've scanned a total exist 224 0:11:06,030 --> 0:11:08,610 just in this trip i've scanned two 225 0:11:08,610 --> 0:11:11,430 thousand and last trip i've done for 226 0:11:11,640 --> 0:11:14,490 ten three thousand images and so that 227 0:11:14,496 --> 0:11:18,626 scandium crop dome retouched dumb everything all 228 0:11:18,639 --> 0:11:20,730 that stuff and it's been like it's 229 0:11:20,730 --> 0:11:22,380 been so much fun like i love 230 0:11:22,380 --> 0:11:26,490 doing restoration and i kind of plan 231 0:11:26,490 --> 0:11:29,250 on doing like a side business style 232 0:11:31,560 --> 0:11:34,380 once i get back home of doing 233 0:11:36,390 --> 0:11:42,660 just doing local negative scanning and album 234 0:11:42,660 --> 0:11:48,120 scanning and things like that but oh 235 0:11:48,930 --> 0:11:51,420 so i've been doing that but then 236 0:11:51,420 --> 0:11:53,790 over christmas my doctor called just make 237 0:11:53,790 --> 0:11:56,700 general practitioner and using ah i hear 238 0:11:56,700 --> 0:12:01,290 you yearly physical and as i got 239 0:12:01,290 --> 0:12:07,860 to get it done and well that's 240 0:12:07,860 --> 0:12:13,950 my doing and so i didn't think 241 0:12:14,100 --> 0:12:15,600 you know i've been having a lot 242 0:12:15,600 --> 0:12:18,030 of abdominal pain every time i eat 243 0:12:18,120 --> 0:12:20,490 i'm getting dizzy and nauseous and stuff 244 0:12:20,490 --> 0:12:23,340 so it's like a different sickness where 245 0:12:23,340 --> 0:12:25,350 it's not so much painful it's like 246 0:12:26,101 --> 0:12:28,830 i get kind of loopy and it's 247 0:12:28,830 --> 0:12:32,400 difficult to focus so then i go 248 0:12:32,400 --> 0:12:33,660 and i think oh he's going to 249 0:12:33,660 --> 0:12:36,540 do a physical i take blood pressure 250 0:12:36,540 --> 0:12:38,430 medicine so i'm just like i need 251 0:12:40,260 --> 0:12:43,170 just need a refill of that night 252 0:12:45,180 --> 0:12:55,980 yeah got nothing and so don't just 253 0:12:55,980 --> 0:13:02,940 need a refill or that and they 254 0:13:02,940 --> 0:13:06,240 did you know kind of just yearly 255 0:13:07,650 --> 0:13:10,200 bloodwork and so men my limits came 256 0:13:10,200 --> 0:13:11,760 back and they were like they were 257 0:13:11,760 --> 0:13:15,210 atrocious this isn't part of the lit 258 0:13:15,210 --> 0:13:17,160 bit it was part of the metabolic 259 0:13:17,160 --> 0:13:20,550 thing but i had my glucose was 260 0:13:20,550 --> 0:13:23,010 at like ninety nine and my body 261 0:13:23,010 --> 0:13:25,470 is like a jokester because it's a 262 0:13:25,512 --> 0:13:28,320 ha re diabetes is when you have 263 0:13:28,320 --> 0:13:30,660 a glucose level of one hundred but 264 0:13:30,660 --> 0:13:31,800 we're just going to go up to 265 0:13:31,800 --> 0:13:37,260 ninety nine ah and i say that 266 0:13:37,260 --> 0:13:39,060 because i don't eat that much sugar 267 0:13:40,530 --> 0:13:46,650 i don't drink soda and sounds like 268 0:13:46,650 --> 0:13:49,170 what is that and then back to 269 0:13:49,170 --> 0:13:53,970 the lipids lipids were atrocious ahead this 270 0:13:54,120 --> 0:13:56,460 liver enzyme there's two of them is 271 0:13:56,460 --> 0:13:59,220 like a s t and a l 272 0:13:59,220 --> 0:14:03,210 t and eight my my ale te 273 0:14:03,210 --> 0:14:06,960 was like beyond out of range being 274 0:14:06,960 --> 0:14:08,310 really high and i was like oh 275 0:14:08,310 --> 0:14:12,120 no and then ah e s t 276 0:14:12,150 --> 0:14:14,730 was it was hard and so the 277 0:14:14,730 --> 0:14:17,160 ale te is like if your liver's 278 0:14:17,160 --> 0:14:20,220 been working really hard for a long 279 0:14:20,220 --> 0:14:23,460 time and it's struggling and the liver 280 0:14:23,460 --> 0:14:27,030 can take a beating like it doesn't 281 0:14:27,030 --> 0:14:30,030 complain until it's like things are really 282 0:14:30,660 --> 0:14:32,640 bad for delivery and then it starts 283 0:14:33,480 --> 0:14:35,700 leaking enzymes into the plot so that 284 0:14:35,700 --> 0:14:36,840 was like that's where i was and 285 0:14:36,840 --> 0:14:37,920 i was like oh no so i'm 286 0:14:37,920 --> 0:14:40,440 doing research and they're like oh you 287 0:14:40,440 --> 0:14:45,750 know and next stages it's like so 288 0:14:45,750 --> 0:14:48,300 it's a fatty liver they say and 289 0:14:48,300 --> 0:14:50,250 then like the next step is rossa 290 0:14:50,250 --> 0:14:54,300 son i'm like oh great cirrhosis and 291 0:14:55,500 --> 0:14:57,360 that's kinda getting like annoyed because it's 292 0:14:57,360 --> 0:14:59,880 like i don't drink alcohol i don't 293 0:14:59,880 --> 0:15:04,080 do hard drugs like i take medications 294 0:15:04,620 --> 0:15:05,910 but that's the other thing is like 295 0:15:05,970 --> 0:15:09,270 medications are processed in the liver so 296 0:15:09,270 --> 0:15:11,190 that could have been like wine lovers 297 0:15:11,190 --> 0:15:14,760 having problems i don't know and now 298 0:15:14,760 --> 0:15:18,089 i'm taking a lot of medications i 299 0:15:18,089 --> 0:15:22,620 take depressant blood pressure thing and and 300 0:15:22,620 --> 0:15:27,928 that lends us yard sale so my 301 0:15:27,928 --> 0:15:30,180 housing a great now fatty liver so 302 0:15:30,180 --> 0:15:32,610 i changed my diet i i think 303 0:15:32,610 --> 0:15:37,230 it's it's like it's a coffee list 304 0:15:37,350 --> 0:15:41,250 greens or something anyway i'm a vegetarian 305 0:15:41,310 --> 0:15:43,380 but so i just increase the amount 306 0:15:43,380 --> 0:15:45,870 of salads like spinach ruka eat a 307 0:15:45,870 --> 0:15:48,597 ton of it tuna olive oil are 308 0:15:48,597 --> 0:15:49,860 all things that are supposed to help 309 0:15:49,860 --> 0:15:58,668 your liver cabbage and then you get 310 0:15:58,668 --> 0:16:01,680 a lot of broccoli cauliflower just whole 311 0:16:01,680 --> 0:16:06,743 foods not processed and then i was 312 0:16:06,743 --> 0:16:09,840 still really sick something like cut out 313 0:16:09,840 --> 0:16:13,110 carbs because my glucose was high or 314 0:16:13,110 --> 0:16:16,020 like for no reason and let me 315 0:16:16,020 --> 0:16:20,010 tell you carbs are addicting i cut 316 0:16:20,010 --> 0:16:21,900 them out and i had the biggish 317 0:16:21,990 --> 0:16:26,310 like straight up sugar craving ever it 318 0:16:26,310 --> 0:16:31,470 was obnoxious as and so i cut 319 0:16:31,470 --> 0:16:34,470 those out as again sick back for 320 0:16:34,470 --> 0:16:36,360 back and forth but and this is 321 0:16:36,360 --> 0:16:37,530 only been a month this has been 322 0:16:37,530 --> 0:16:42,633 since christmas so yeah just a couple 323 0:16:42,633 --> 0:16:44,490 of days ago i was still really 324 0:16:44,490 --> 0:16:45,660 sick i had a lot of pain 325 0:16:49,140 --> 0:16:59,970 in my abdomen okay i'm back so 326 0:16:59,970 --> 0:17:08,790 then i i'm like still getting sick 327 0:17:09,030 --> 0:17:12,720 days five minutes read like every time 328 0:17:12,720 --> 0:17:18,270 i e i like balloon up they've 329 0:17:18,270 --> 0:17:19,500 gotten to the point where it's like 330 0:17:19,530 --> 0:17:23,220 i can't can't go number two reliably 331 0:17:23,970 --> 0:17:28,917 and no no that my it seemed 332 0:17:28,917 --> 0:17:32,400 my glucose is wrong and i'm having 333 0:17:32,400 --> 0:17:34,650 liver issues that well that makes sense 334 0:17:34,650 --> 0:17:37,890 because deliveries in the upper right quadrant 335 0:17:37,920 --> 0:17:40,648 and that's what the pain is and 336 0:17:40,648 --> 0:17:42,240 like if i even press on it 337 0:17:43,500 --> 0:17:48,120 it like gets angry so no i 338 0:17:48,120 --> 0:17:51,120 have a couple of days i am 339 0:17:51,570 --> 0:17:53,100 i think going back to my gastro 340 0:17:53,520 --> 0:17:56,280 denali just my mom's like i have 341 0:17:56,280 --> 0:17:58,650 to be really firm and say you 342 0:17:58,650 --> 0:18:01,950 know everything that's going wrong that it's 343 0:18:01,950 --> 0:18:06,630 getting a lot worse and why do 344 0:18:06,690 --> 0:18:09,750 do do it addicted to it today 345 0:18:11,070 --> 0:18:12,900 like i'm hoping it's an easy fix 346 0:18:16,050 --> 0:18:17,910 and so like i'm sick for like 347 0:18:17,910 --> 0:18:22,410 maybe it's five days of the week 348 0:18:23,670 --> 0:18:25,980 and then i'll get some relief maybe 349 0:18:25,980 --> 0:18:29,968 one day or two and saying well 350 0:18:29,968 --> 0:18:33,870 what was that oh no idea what's 351 0:18:33,870 --> 0:18:37,710 going up and so that's going to 352 0:18:37,710 --> 0:18:42,330 be my health update dared to do 353 0:18:43,230 --> 0:18:44,730 so i'm kind of thinking like maybe 354 0:18:44,730 --> 0:18:49,170 it's like diabetes or something or it's 355 0:18:49,680 --> 0:18:54,060 patriot titus where because i've been constantly 356 0:18:54,060 --> 0:18:55,770 it's so long the pancreas is like 357 0:18:55,890 --> 0:18:59,790 blocked and eating itself or maybe something 358 0:18:59,790 --> 0:19:07,230 to do with the gallbladder do it 359 0:19:08,100 --> 0:19:09,330 like i don't really care what it 360 0:19:09,330 --> 0:19:10,860 is as long as it gets fixed 361 0:19:12,060 --> 0:19:14,730 but then the other thing so i've 362 0:19:14,730 --> 0:19:17,610 been doing my negatives candy and then 363 0:19:18,390 --> 0:19:22,140 i've also been programming little bit a 364 0:19:22,140 --> 0:19:25,590 lot of the other there's a problem 365 0:19:25,590 --> 0:19:28,230 with digital where when digital first came 366 0:19:28,230 --> 0:19:31,500 out of course the the megapixels were 367 0:19:31,530 --> 0:19:35,551 a lot lower do it and inject 368 0:19:35,551 --> 0:19:50,460 it d and so like in two 369 0:19:50,460 --> 0:19:51,900 thousand and fourteen it's on five we 370 0:19:51,900 --> 0:19:53,820 get to five d and that was 371 0:19:53,820 --> 0:19:56,640 like the best can in fifty years 372 0:19:56,670 --> 0:19:59,310 like that was industry standard but it 373 0:19:59,310 --> 0:20:03,690 was only like twelve megapixels i had 374 0:20:03,690 --> 0:20:06,076 a or d d a canada forty 375 0:20:06,076 --> 0:20:08,220 d i was ten mega pixels and 376 0:20:08,220 --> 0:20:09,990 like they were goods image sensors and 377 0:20:09,990 --> 0:20:13,950 everything they were just very low source 378 0:20:15,240 --> 0:20:16,500 and then the ones before that are 379 0:20:16,503 --> 0:20:19,500 even lower and so i've been trying 380 0:20:19,500 --> 0:20:20,790 to come up with a way to 381 0:20:20,850 --> 0:20:25,470 upscale the images without a lot of 382 0:20:25,500 --> 0:20:28,470 artifacts and so when you're upscaling you 383 0:20:28,470 --> 0:20:30,960 can do like an aliasing upscale can 384 0:20:30,960 --> 0:20:33,300 do nearest neighbor you can do by 385 0:20:33,300 --> 0:20:37,200 cubic and like each one that better 386 0:20:37,200 --> 0:20:38,970 at some things like actually aliasing is 387 0:20:38,970 --> 0:20:45,780 better for downscaling around but it's kind 388 0:20:45,780 --> 0:20:48,480 of essentially like devils the pixels so 389 0:20:48,480 --> 0:20:50,010 it makes like four pixels next to 390 0:20:50,010 --> 0:20:53,400 each other ah the same color instead 391 0:20:53,400 --> 0:20:56,070 of it being one pixel and so 392 0:20:56,100 --> 0:20:58,230 there's no like real increase in quality 393 0:20:58,230 --> 0:21:00,300 and depending on how it does it 394 0:21:01,050 --> 0:21:03,150 sometimes it will do alternate like left 395 0:21:03,150 --> 0:21:06,120 pixel rate pixel and duplicate it that 396 0:21:06,120 --> 0:21:14,130 way due to do it so it's 397 0:21:14,130 --> 0:21:16,590 not really that good at upscaling as 398 0:21:16,740 --> 0:21:19,380 for the lovely things like maybe you 399 0:21:19,380 --> 0:21:20,790 have a smaller photo and you put 400 0:21:20,790 --> 0:21:22,860 it in full screen but the problem 401 0:21:22,860 --> 0:21:26,430 is with my flotations the photographic animations 402 0:21:26,460 --> 0:21:28,470 it will take like an image and 403 0:21:28,470 --> 0:21:30,930 then you might start off with ten 404 0:21:30,930 --> 0:21:33,090 megapixels but then when you zoom in 405 0:21:33,960 --> 0:21:35,910 and do that animation it goes from 406 0:21:35,910 --> 0:21:39,870 ten megapixels to using you know four 407 0:21:39,870 --> 0:21:43,410 megapixels of image as you magnify it 408 0:21:43,410 --> 0:21:46,650 more and more and so you really 409 0:21:46,650 --> 0:21:48,420 have to have a higher megapixel thing 410 0:21:48,420 --> 0:21:51,090 if you want a high quality animation 411 0:21:51,090 --> 0:21:52,950 all the way through and so if 412 0:21:52,950 --> 0:21:56,790 you're using ten adp that's about one 413 0:21:56,790 --> 0:22:05,100 point six megapixels screen size and that's 414 0:22:05,100 --> 0:22:07,320 not too bad now like if you're 415 0:22:07,320 --> 0:22:09,270 doing a ten megapixel photo you can 416 0:22:09,270 --> 0:22:11,459 zoom in a little bit and not 417 0:22:11,459 --> 0:22:15,210 have to worry but then if you're 418 0:22:15,210 --> 0:22:17,340 doing four k four k is eight 419 0:22:17,340 --> 0:22:22,350 megapixels so yeah the photos to buy 420 0:22:22,350 --> 0:22:23,790 three have to crop it a little 421 0:22:23,790 --> 0:22:27,030 bit to get into sixteen by nine 422 0:22:27,030 --> 0:22:29,160 so you just losing all these megapixels 423 0:22:29,880 --> 0:22:31,770 and he you don't have that much 424 0:22:31,770 --> 0:22:34,200 you can zoom in and out with 425 0:22:34,200 --> 0:22:37,260 a two megapixel difference from the screen 426 0:22:37,260 --> 0:22:41,850 size to the image size and so 427 0:22:41,850 --> 0:22:43,740 that's why i'm trying to come up 428 0:22:43,740 --> 0:22:45,900 with better upscale so i found this 429 0:22:45,900 --> 0:22:49,950 one ai up scalar i do all 430 0:22:49,950 --> 0:22:51,720 the only ai stuff i do i 431 0:22:51,720 --> 0:22:53,730 do in python with pi torch and 432 0:22:57,300 --> 0:22:59,190 and everything and so i'm getting into 433 0:22:59,970 --> 0:23:02,160 using kuta and the machine learning that 434 0:23:02,160 --> 0:23:07,890 way but so with pi torch i 435 0:23:07,890 --> 0:23:10,290 would have to use the cpu and 436 0:23:10,290 --> 0:23:11,970 then i could take a ten megapixel 437 0:23:12,180 --> 0:23:14,670 image and multiply it by four and 438 0:23:14,670 --> 0:23:16,440 was cool with the ai is essentially 439 0:23:16,470 --> 0:23:19,200 redraws it's like it finds the lines 440 0:23:19,770 --> 0:23:22,230 and then it kind of graphs the 441 0:23:22,230 --> 0:23:26,490 line over it and redraws the trash 442 0:23:26,730 --> 0:23:29,970 the textures and everything ingredients so it's 443 0:23:29,970 --> 0:23:31,740 not like before where it was just 444 0:23:32,040 --> 0:23:33,720 you know copying and pasting the pixels 445 0:23:34,890 --> 0:23:36,630 it's kinda like it's drawing over your 446 0:23:36,630 --> 0:23:40,530 image but on a higher megapixel canvas 447 0:23:41,940 --> 0:23:44,040 and like it's really good that like 448 0:23:44,040 --> 0:23:45,810 there will be like a street sign 449 0:23:45,870 --> 0:23:48,780 like for i went to italy and 450 0:23:48,780 --> 0:23:50,436 there was like a street sign way 451 0:23:50,436 --> 0:23:53,100 up in the distance or and like 452 0:23:53,220 --> 0:23:58,380 it the text was almost readable think 453 0:23:58,387 --> 0:24:00,570 it was pretty well defined the problem 454 0:24:00,570 --> 0:24:02,040 is that when it gets to like 455 0:24:02,070 --> 0:24:05,490 the higher megapixels feelings it starts together 456 0:24:05,520 --> 0:24:10,080 squiggly not like noise artifacts but actual 457 0:24:10,530 --> 0:24:12,360 like kind of waves in the what 458 0:24:12,360 --> 0:24:14,970 was one straight lines it's not much 459 0:24:15,330 --> 0:24:19,200 but so taking a ten megapixel jumps 460 0:24:19,200 --> 0:24:20,730 it up to like one hundred megapixels 461 0:24:21,270 --> 0:24:22,770 so if you go for like a 462 0:24:22,770 --> 0:24:24,960 one to one ratio like an actual 463 0:24:24,960 --> 0:24:28,170 size image you can see it but 464 0:24:28,170 --> 0:24:30,090 if you only go if you take 465 0:24:30,090 --> 0:24:32,130 the ai upscaled one and then go 466 0:24:32,160 --> 0:24:38,550 to like like zoom in maybe forty 467 0:24:38,550 --> 0:24:40,920 percent what are your fifty percent you 468 0:24:40,920 --> 0:24:44,430 can't see it that's actually better to 469 0:24:44,430 --> 0:24:47,430 like do the full upscale to like 470 0:24:47,460 --> 0:24:49,800 one hundred megapixels and then downscale it 471 0:24:49,800 --> 0:24:52,740 back to like thirty or so so 472 0:24:52,740 --> 0:24:54,660 you want from like ten megapixels to 473 0:24:55,770 --> 0:24:57,720 you know high quality three but the 474 0:24:57,720 --> 0:25:01,500 problem is that so you take ten 475 0:25:01,500 --> 0:25:04,260 megapixels it takes forever and it needs 476 0:25:04,260 --> 0:25:07,531 like i'm not joking it needs over 477 0:25:07,531 --> 0:25:11,010 a hundred gigs of ram so what 478 0:25:11,010 --> 0:25:12,750 i did is i bought a server 479 0:25:14,130 --> 0:25:16,620 and end of life server and it 480 0:25:16,620 --> 0:25:18,450 cost about one hundred and fifteen and 481 0:25:18,810 --> 0:25:21,750 ebay was having this sale this person 482 0:25:21,750 --> 0:25:22,619 was trying to get rid of their 483 0:25:22,619 --> 0:25:24,360 ram and it was like you could 484 0:25:24,360 --> 0:25:27,450 get it impacts of forty eight was 485 0:25:27,450 --> 0:25:30,120 only like twenty bucks so like it 486 0:25:30,120 --> 0:25:32,130 was really inexpensive for me to get 487 0:25:33,450 --> 0:25:35,220 a server with one hundred and twenty 488 0:25:35,220 --> 0:25:38,670 aches ramp but the problem is it's 489 0:25:38,670 --> 0:25:40,560 the cpu and so the cpu s 490 0:25:40,560 --> 0:25:42,180 can do like two or three three 491 0:25:42,390 --> 0:25:45,810 things at the same time it can 492 0:25:45,810 --> 0:25:49,380 do really complex operations and comparisons but 493 0:25:49,380 --> 0:25:50,550 with machine learning and you got to 494 0:25:50,580 --> 0:25:56,700 do thousands of calculations simultaneously and that's 495 0:25:56,700 --> 0:26:00,121 like why machine learning uses graphic cards 496 0:26:00,121 --> 0:26:03,030 and included cores and everything and said 497 0:26:03,330 --> 0:26:05,160 you can do it on the cpu 498 0:26:05,190 --> 0:26:07,260 but like i said it would take 499 0:26:07,260 --> 0:26:10,230 about the whole day like sixteen hours 500 0:26:10,260 --> 0:26:13,050 to process one image i my like 501 0:26:13,350 --> 0:26:16,500 has to be passed away and so 502 0:26:16,500 --> 0:26:18,450 i actually did upgrades someone like gp 503 0:26:18,450 --> 0:26:24,750 use to to thirty sixty thirty sixty 504 0:26:24,750 --> 0:26:26,880 r t x because it has twelve 505 0:26:26,880 --> 0:26:29,040 gigs of ram available but like i 506 0:26:29,040 --> 0:26:30,840 said before you needed like one hundred 507 0:26:31,410 --> 0:26:33,480 gigs of ram tb able to process 508 0:26:34,680 --> 0:26:36,390 a ten megapixel image so it's like 509 0:26:36,390 --> 0:26:40,020 wow we can we can shrink the 510 0:26:40,020 --> 0:26:45,960 image well do a piece the image 511 0:26:46,500 --> 0:26:48,480 so i wrote this python script that 512 0:26:48,480 --> 0:26:51,360 goes through it cuts the images into 513 0:26:51,360 --> 0:26:53,640 pieces and i have it doing like 514 0:26:53,640 --> 0:26:56,910 ten thousand pixels and that sounds like 515 0:26:56,910 --> 0:26:58,170 a lot but it's not because a 516 0:26:58,170 --> 0:27:01,500 megapixel is as one million pixels so 517 0:27:01,530 --> 0:27:03,990 only doing ten thousand pixels it's like 518 0:27:04,410 --> 0:27:07,590 it's very small piece of the image 519 0:27:08,430 --> 0:27:11,250 and so then it up skills ah 520 0:27:11,730 --> 0:27:13,440 a piece of it and so it 521 0:27:13,440 --> 0:27:16,020 doesn't take that much ram only doing 522 0:27:16,020 --> 0:27:18,150 that ten thousand pixel thing takes like 523 0:27:18,180 --> 0:27:21,840 four gigs or five kicks of drops 524 0:27:21,900 --> 0:27:24,720 card ram that was nice and it's 525 0:27:24,720 --> 0:27:29,100 a lot faster five minutes remaining so 526 0:27:29,340 --> 0:27:30,900 i did that but then when it 527 0:27:31,020 --> 0:27:33,240 puts all the tiles back together there 528 0:27:33,240 --> 0:27:34,890 was like some parts where it was 529 0:27:34,890 --> 0:27:37,740 mismatched not the tiles but like let's 530 0:27:37,740 --> 0:27:41,310 say there was like a pole like 531 0:27:41,310 --> 0:27:44,070 it would be kind of misaligned like 532 0:27:44,070 --> 0:27:45,870 the bottom poles part of the polls 533 0:27:45,870 --> 0:27:48,780 there then next tile the the polls 534 0:27:48,780 --> 0:27:51,090 over there and so yet remember it's 535 0:27:51,120 --> 0:27:54,330 redrawing it kind of taking effect the 536 0:27:54,330 --> 0:27:56,220 whole image but it doesn't see the 537 0:27:56,220 --> 0:27:57,750 whole we should only see that one 538 0:27:57,750 --> 0:28:00,210 piece of an image so it's estimation 539 0:28:00,210 --> 0:28:02,190 is off a little bit so that 540 0:28:02,190 --> 0:28:05,280 doesn't work with tiling it has to 541 0:28:05,280 --> 0:28:07,140 be a better way so instead of 542 0:28:07,170 --> 0:28:10,440 using pi torch and using the ai 543 0:28:10,468 --> 0:28:12,360 model i was using i switched to 544 0:28:13,710 --> 0:28:17,910 open cv they have deep neural network 545 0:28:19,410 --> 0:28:22,860 library which is another form of ai 546 0:28:22,860 --> 0:28:27,420 upscaling but it doesn't take advantage of 547 0:28:27,480 --> 0:28:29,700 the graphs card you have to actually 548 0:28:29,820 --> 0:28:33,323 compile it and that took forever you 549 0:28:33,323 --> 0:28:35,940 got everything set up compiled open cv 550 0:28:36,750 --> 0:28:38,220 to use kuta and it's like it's 551 0:28:38,220 --> 0:28:40,140 so picky it's like you have to 552 0:28:40,140 --> 0:28:42,240 set up these parameters correctly if you 553 0:28:42,240 --> 0:28:47,100 want included work with your gpu architecture 554 0:28:47,550 --> 0:28:48,660 so not only is it like you 555 0:28:48,660 --> 0:28:50,670 have to use and video but you 556 0:28:50,685 --> 0:28:52,230 got to tell it what architecture your 557 0:28:52,260 --> 0:28:56,220 graphics card is so if you compile 558 0:28:56,220 --> 0:28:57,600 it one way it works with the 559 0:28:57,600 --> 0:28:59,666 three thousand series if you compile it 560 0:29:00,330 --> 0:29:01,800 different way it works with the four 561 0:29:01,800 --> 0:29:03,960 thousand series they've compiled in another way 562 0:29:04,650 --> 0:29:08,100 it works with the server groundless cards 563 0:29:09,120 --> 0:29:11,220 like the aon hundreds and the t 564 0:29:11,220 --> 0:29:15,930 forty and things like that did it 565 0:29:16,500 --> 0:29:22,440 so it's like it's very ordinary do 566 0:29:22,620 --> 0:29:26,880 it do it do it so i 567 0:29:26,885 --> 0:29:29,340 got that and it just blast through 568 0:29:29,880 --> 0:29:33,030 it does the ten thousand pixel piles 569 0:29:33,660 --> 0:29:35,160 it blasts through a hundred of them 570 0:29:36,120 --> 0:29:38,850 this about like i think there's like 571 0:29:38,850 --> 0:29:42,120 six hundred titles or a ten megapixel 572 0:29:42,120 --> 0:29:44,700 image and it will do it just 573 0:29:44,700 --> 0:29:46,380 like you know fifty or one hundred 574 0:29:46,380 --> 0:29:51,240 of ah every every like thirty seconds 575 0:29:54,000 --> 0:29:55,890 and so that's a lot faster it 576 0:29:55,890 --> 0:29:59,370 takes about maybe fifteen minutes to work 577 0:29:59,370 --> 0:30:02,280 on a whole image and so it 578 0:30:02,280 --> 0:30:05,130 takes a ten megapixel image blows it 579 0:30:05,130 --> 0:30:07,710 up to one hundred and then when 580 0:30:07,710 --> 0:30:12,420 i'm animating it's downscaled to whatever and 581 0:30:12,510 --> 0:30:15,600 there's what the open cv there's noise 582 0:30:15,810 --> 0:30:18,300 but there's no none that misalignment there's 583 0:30:18,300 --> 0:30:22,730 none of that waviness the pixels do 584 0:30:22,730 --> 0:30:27,080 look a little compressed if you mean 585 0:30:27,080 --> 0:30:28,370 if you you know if you do 586 0:30:28,550 --> 0:30:30,590 deal with streaming videos sometimes there's like 587 0:30:30,620 --> 0:30:33,980 artifacts there are little bit more of 588 0:30:33,980 --> 0:30:36,620 those artifacts but again if you don't 589 0:30:36,620 --> 0:30:38,540 zoom in to the one to one 590 0:30:38,540 --> 0:30:42,440 ratio of the one hundred megapixel file 591 0:30:42,440 --> 0:30:46,280 then you don't really see it i 592 0:30:46,280 --> 0:30:49,580 did that and i was took a 593 0:30:49,580 --> 0:30:57,349 long time to figure it out and 594 0:30:57,349 --> 0:31:01,910 what else got sick didn't negative scanning 595 0:31:03,800 --> 0:31:12,560 rope programs that's pretty much it i'm 596 0:31:12,560 --> 0:31:19,520 trying to grow youtube in um yes 597 0:31:19,550 --> 0:31:21,770 youtube and other sites and getting into 598 0:31:21,770 --> 0:31:26,240 podcasting more i have several podcasts that 599 0:31:26,240 --> 0:31:30,680 are leasing reliably there isn't one podcast 600 0:31:30,680 --> 0:31:33,290 i do which is the percy f 601 0:31:34,820 --> 0:31:39,830 mercy f no man gotta look it 602 0:31:39,830 --> 0:31:43,520 up i don't want to say the 603 0:31:43,520 --> 0:31:51,050 wrong thing yeah okay so it's it's 604 0:31:51,050 --> 0:31:55,040 the percy f westman visual audiobooks from 605 0:31:55,070 --> 0:31:57,350 quotations as that podcast i'm working on 606 0:31:58,130 --> 0:32:00,020 and that one's coming out every thursday 607 0:32:00,620 --> 0:32:03,830 like that one is as locked and 608 0:32:03,830 --> 0:32:08,390 loaded and everything scheduled till like april 609 0:32:08,930 --> 0:32:11,330 that set and then i'm doing another 610 0:32:11,330 --> 0:32:14,390 one which is called reading junior classics 611 0:32:15,110 --> 0:32:21,530 and it's each podcast episode is in 612 0:32:21,770 --> 0:32:24,200 one story from the junior classics i 613 0:32:24,230 --> 0:32:26,030 know i've done that before i've read 614 0:32:26,150 --> 0:32:29,600 the entirety of the junior classics one 615 0:32:29,720 --> 0:32:31,460 i've started two and got him pretty 616 0:32:31,460 --> 0:32:34,340 far but i'm re-recording them because i 617 0:32:34,340 --> 0:32:35,930 want to have it story by story 618 0:32:36,560 --> 0:32:37,908 so i can have it kind of 619 0:32:37,908 --> 0:32:39,560 like okay you guys third sure like 620 0:32:39,560 --> 0:32:42,320 i want all the stories from native 621 0:32:43,010 --> 0:32:45,830 from american indians who will have those 622 0:32:45,830 --> 0:32:47,840 stories where i want all the greek 623 0:32:48,410 --> 0:32:51,770 stories about that it says meaning to 624 0:32:51,770 --> 0:32:53,420 make it more searchable and then i 625 0:32:53,420 --> 0:32:59,930 do do closed captioning that's a big 626 0:33:02,030 --> 0:33:06,528 or oh what i do because there's 627 0:33:06,528 --> 0:33:08,360 supposed to be education on i also 628 0:33:08,360 --> 0:33:09,650 want it to be for like helping 629 0:33:09,650 --> 0:33:14,660 to read and everything and so it 630 0:33:14,660 --> 0:33:16,700 being the smaller stories i can go 631 0:33:16,700 --> 0:33:20,540 back and proofread the closed captioning towards 632 0:33:20,540 --> 0:33:24,170 like one hundred percent correct and get 633 0:33:24,170 --> 0:33:26,480 all the names and everything the folktales 634 0:33:27,140 --> 0:33:29,750 correct so that's simply the other thing 635 0:33:29,750 --> 0:33:32,360 i'm working on why i'm doing the 636 0:33:32,362 --> 0:33:35,720 shorter versions of the readings junior classic 637 0:33:35,720 --> 0:33:42,170 podcast oh that's that's there then this 638 0:33:42,170 --> 0:33:43,370 is going to come out as femi 639 0:33:43,370 --> 0:33:50,270 night podcast and i'm working on doing 640 0:33:50,270 --> 0:33:53,810 more music music videos and stuff not 641 0:33:53,810 --> 0:33:56,600 like music music videos but like relaxing 642 0:33:56,600 --> 0:33:59,810 nature videos on my mutations youtube channel 643 0:34:04,280 --> 0:34:07,160 and and that's going well my videos 644 0:34:07,160 --> 0:34:09,890 are getting between like two k and 645 0:34:10,940 --> 0:34:13,996 five k views i'm currently doing this 646 0:34:14,000 --> 0:34:16,517 theories where i recorded i already aired 647 0:34:16,573 --> 0:34:19,100 part of it on twitch that's the 648 0:34:19,100 --> 0:34:24,410 reverence but i went to the pacific 649 0:34:24,830 --> 0:34:26,150 air show where they did you know 650 0:34:26,150 --> 0:34:27,920 all these flying kind of acrobats and 651 0:34:27,920 --> 0:34:32,000 stuff with airplanes and military planes so 652 0:34:32,000 --> 0:34:33,980 i recorded it but i recorded it 653 0:34:34,010 --> 0:34:35,810 and one hundred and twenty frames per 654 0:34:35,810 --> 0:34:41,749 second so i released a version that 655 0:34:41,749 --> 0:34:43,490 was it and slow mo so there's 656 0:34:43,490 --> 0:34:46,460 six parts and i published part two 657 0:34:46,490 --> 0:34:50,360 earlier today in that one i think 658 0:34:50,690 --> 0:34:52,640 not part to what part one got 659 0:34:55,010 --> 0:34:56,450 like i think it was like three 660 0:34:56,540 --> 0:35:00,590 three k views and i'm like so 661 0:35:00,590 --> 0:35:07,820 close to pain back to back to 662 0:35:07,820 --> 0:35:12,650 being able to be monetized i used 663 0:35:12,650 --> 0:35:14,600 to be my taste but then they 664 0:35:14,600 --> 0:35:16,970 had logan posting more he did the 665 0:35:18,530 --> 0:35:22,340 the suicide forest in japan and youtube 666 0:35:22,340 --> 0:35:25,430 went nuts and took away advertising for 667 0:35:25,760 --> 0:35:28,130 everyone little and then they were like 668 0:35:28,160 --> 0:35:30,230 oh you can only get it if 669 0:35:30,230 --> 0:35:31,640 you get a thousand views so i 670 0:35:31,640 --> 0:35:34,010 got close to thousand views my youtube 671 0:35:34,010 --> 0:35:36,980 channel is really small and their likes 672 0:35:36,980 --> 0:35:38,960 like we changed a t got to 673 0:35:38,960 --> 0:35:41,510 have wow wow think it was like 674 0:35:41,510 --> 0:35:45,110 a thousand subscribers and so that took 675 0:35:45,110 --> 0:35:48,770 forever but knowing that like nine hundred 676 0:35:48,770 --> 0:35:50,570 and something so it was grabbers and 677 0:35:50,570 --> 0:35:53,510 then there's what you need think it's 678 0:35:53,570 --> 0:35:57,350 five thousand watch hours that part's been 679 0:35:57,350 --> 0:36:01,640 hard but i might well like three 680 0:36:01,640 --> 0:36:06,050 thousand watch hours so i'm hoping by 681 0:36:06,080 --> 0:36:07,730 march i can get it up to 682 0:36:08,600 --> 0:36:10,610 the five thousand and be able to 683 0:36:10,610 --> 0:36:14,810 do advertising stuff i know i was 684 0:36:14,810 --> 0:36:19,280 complaining about advertising and that's because a 685 0:36:19,280 --> 0:36:24,704 lot of it it's unreliable like there 686 0:36:24,710 --> 0:36:27,590 are some places i had streamed as 687 0:36:27,590 --> 0:36:32,570 like i mean like sixty cents off 688 0:36:32,570 --> 0:36:34,940 a stream once once and it only 689 0:36:34,940 --> 0:36:36,680 had like an average of three viewers 690 0:36:37,490 --> 0:36:39,020 but then i had another stream that 691 0:36:39,020 --> 0:36:44,330 blew up and it had like had 692 0:36:44,330 --> 0:36:46,790 like four hundred views and i made 693 0:36:46,790 --> 0:36:50,540 nothing from advertisement have no idea what's 694 0:36:50,540 --> 0:36:57,920 going on makes no sense and like 695 0:36:57,920 --> 0:37:00,530 i said it's not reliable but i'm 696 0:37:00,530 --> 0:37:03,170 hoping to get it to where the 697 0:37:03,170 --> 0:37:09,560 youtube channel can the animation the photography 698 0:37:10,100 --> 0:37:13,700 the drone footage can start generating some 699 0:37:13,700 --> 0:37:18,800 revenue even if it is like a 700 0:37:18,800 --> 0:37:24,772 little bit that's the plan that's kinda 701 0:37:24,772 --> 0:37:30,170 in the state of affairs i'm trying 702 0:37:30,170 --> 0:37:33,650 to get healthier trying to post more 703 0:37:33,650 --> 0:37:36,050 reliably i mean that that was the 704 0:37:36,050 --> 0:37:37,460 main problem is that like i do 705 0:37:37,460 --> 0:37:39,740 all these edits i do all this 706 0:37:39,740 --> 0:37:42,260 animation and then i just don't release 707 0:37:42,260 --> 0:37:43,910 it because i don't like how it 708 0:37:44,480 --> 0:37:47,660 turned out and then the thing that 709 0:37:47,960 --> 0:37:50,600 the issue that i have is that 710 0:37:51,380 --> 0:37:52,460 i looked back and i was like 711 0:37:52,670 --> 0:37:54,620 it was totally fine the part i 712 0:37:54,620 --> 0:37:58,070 don't like it wasn't that big a 713 0:37:58,070 --> 0:38:02,360 deal i should guess for police and 714 0:38:02,360 --> 0:38:04,760 so the other thing and then the 715 0:38:04,760 --> 0:38:06,860 other thing is it could have been 716 0:38:06,860 --> 0:38:12,200 consistently releasing this the whole time i 717 0:38:12,200 --> 0:38:13,460 would have been a lot for their 718 0:38:13,460 --> 0:38:17,030 lawn in kind of media creation than 719 0:38:18,633 --> 0:38:21,050 i have now but the good thing 720 0:38:21,050 --> 0:38:22,730 is i've got and it's like in 721 0:38:22,730 --> 0:38:26,416 the matrix they had the architecting is 722 0:38:26,416 --> 0:38:28,610 was like well you we have becoming 723 0:38:29,240 --> 0:38:35,750 increasingly efficient yeah what we do of 724 0:38:35,750 --> 0:38:38,360 course he was talking about destroying xi'an 725 0:38:39,680 --> 0:38:53,930 which i am now yeah i am 726 0:38:53,960 --> 0:39:00,036 excited to be going back home yeah 727 0:39:00,140 --> 0:39:02,360 now be me on that one tomorrow 728 0:39:03,590 --> 0:39:05,540 i had this kind of like situation 729 0:39:05,540 --> 0:39:07,940 where i had a temple i had 730 0:39:07,940 --> 0:39:11,060 to be ready to travel kinda at 731 0:39:11,060 --> 0:39:13,910 a moment's notice so i've been doing 732 0:39:13,910 --> 0:39:16,190 a lot of temporary jobs and things 733 0:39:16,190 --> 0:39:18,290 like that but it's like well kill 734 0:39:18,800 --> 0:39:21,740 or night and get back for good 735 0:39:21,770 --> 0:39:26,480 to stay home looking forward to like 736 0:39:26,480 --> 0:39:33,680 doing a reliable job like career type 737 0:39:33,680 --> 0:39:37,250 stuff i can do photography on the 738 0:39:37,250 --> 0:39:47,150 side nearing victory everything that's my goal 739 0:39:48,230 --> 0:39:50,840 as i wanted a job i want 740 0:39:50,840 --> 0:40:01,640 to sit in a cubicle two after 741 0:40:01,640 --> 0:40:04,160 day especially if the cubicle has air 742 0:40:04,160 --> 0:40:08,330 conditioning or work from home even doing 743 0:40:08,360 --> 0:40:16,618 tech support i'm fine with it i 744 0:40:16,640 --> 0:40:18,380 used to work retail when i do 745 0:40:18,380 --> 0:40:21,980 that that was nice i was like 746 0:40:21,980 --> 0:40:25,370 no surprise you always got paid i 747 0:40:25,370 --> 0:40:27,170 mean the amount you got paid changed 748 0:40:27,170 --> 0:40:33,550 but it's like yeah you had people 749 0:40:33,550 --> 0:40:38,080 yelling at you but it's not like 750 0:40:38,080 --> 0:40:40,360 doing media stuff where it's like oh 751 0:40:40,900 --> 0:40:42,670 you might get paid you might not 752 0:40:43,990 --> 0:40:58,510 wow the saturn five minutes remaining three 753 0:41:06,340 --> 0:41:07,960 that's kind of the state of affairs 754 0:41:08,620 --> 0:41:11,380 alright thank everyone for coming out later 755 0:41:13,870 --> 0:41:14,410 rabbi